familiar oblivion.
life's going so fast, changing so fast, i can't even stop to think. i thought i knew how it would all turn out, then everything changed, now i barely even know where i am right now. not that it's a bad place to be, it's just... different. i'm used to being in control of my life. now... i'm not. everything's flying by, and it's just so scary. finally having everything semi-predictable, then the tables turn in a flash. it's slightly confusing. not that i'm not happy, though. actually, i love it here. i love being happy with what i have. it's just taking some getting used to, that's all.